God created us all, gave us sentience, will and thinking abilities. However, what He missed out on was, to provide us with the ability to toggle between our emotions and feelings. Humans, perhaps one of the most advanced races in the entire universe has been able to accomplish so many things since its creation. We managed to harness the power of fire, construct kingdoms, wage wars and create metropolis of the 21st century. But, if there is one thing that us, the Homo sapiens, have yet to achieve is the ability to switch on or off our emotions as per our will.
Maybe, tomorrow I won’t have any recollection of this journal that I am about to post or if u ask me some day what I really wished to convey with this post, I might be left in a fix as to explain how and why I wrote this. Still, I do know that, a heart agonized in the fires of loneliness, pined to become one with the person it loves the most has only one outlet to vent its anguished emotions out, and that is through words. Not verbal, but on paper. It is my request that this post should not be taken as a means of garnering attention, but as a realization from the point of view of a mere mortal, who just wishes to reach to the underlying humanity of his readers. How does one really sustain an emotional massacre? The answer is, most of the people and I emphasize on “most” aren’t able to cope with the after effects of emotions gone awry. You see, our lives and our world is based on an intricate web of practicalities and severe emotional responses. Being practical has become the way of life and somehow in the due course, feelings, especially ‘Love’ has taken a back seat, where its importance and its sheer value has been lost. However, there are some individuals who tend to realize the essence of Love and understand its significance in one’s life.
There is an unseen balance between a man’s life and his Love. Most people don’t see it, but, when you are in love, you seem to create an equilibrium between your mortal existence and your love. That balance is what keeps us smiling, pushes us harder to achieve our goals for the future, because once a heart reaches out to its soul mate, then the entire future becomes a symbiotic entity. The relationship between a man and a woman based on love defines not only their individual future, but also their combined as well. Coming to the heart of the topic, what is one to do when all that future, hopes, dreams and aspirations turn to ashes in a blink of an eye? When your soul mate turns into your defiler and projects your love as a curse, is the sole time when you can literally hear the sound of your soul being ripped apart. Tears dry out, sleep vanishes along with every dream you ever had about your future with your loved one. Despair, depression and a constant self termination instinct kicks in with the fervor of a cataclysmic event. It seems, God himself has left you to burn in a living hell, where not only your mortal self but also the immortal soul burns in the agony and anguish of betrayal, helplessness and loneliness. However, someone who understands the meaning of a pious love, can never ever think ill of his beloved and would always be more than ready to be there at the time when she might need him.
Whoever reads this, it is my most sincere request, if you ever fall in love or are in love as you read this, please take a moment to ponder on the above mentioned point and realize that, your love could very well be the one straw that could be the final ray of hope for a drowning mortal. Never reject someone’s love, cause no matter what good you do in life, you would never be able to redeem the sin of breaking a heart. God himself endorses Love as one of the purest of all feelings and giving all your heart can muster to your better half is an act of purity, mercy and righteousness, where even Heaven itself kneels down in front of.